been thinking alot lately. AGAIN. lol. so.. prelims.. olevel... teh stress is building up, but i cant get myself to study~ hahaah time to tell all ppl that i know to sms me a "You Should Be Studying" sms every 10mins to remind me =PP

thinking of all the random stuff that gets into my head... i feel that i wanna dedicate this post for someone that is quite special. this someone i dont know very well. this someone whom i have tried talking to. this someone who is going to be someone great in the future i believe =) but this someone, i just want you to know, we are all praying for you. no matter how far u have walked away, no matter how many times you have rejected us, we are always there in our prayer. praying believing that you will go back to the first love from God. i believe that you will understand our heart for you. i admit, that i have shed tears over you, i was asking God, why didnt He sustain the love inside your heart. why. for a period of time, you were so hot for God.. your blog posts, everything. i smile as i saw the things changing in your life. but awhile later. time seems to travel so fast. i have stopped see-ing you. i am the one who invited you to know this Friend. have you back-slidded? are you afffected. you dont want to talk to me thats fine. but, at least give me a definite answer, so that i will not feel the sorrow/guilt/sadness/fury everything i saw you...



just want you to know, God is always there. forget the past, move on. =)