well, i'll start off from the morning. went to cca.... had a talk with LLB... and i would like to apologise to LLB for causing the troubles for her... seeing llb crying.. i felt a surge of emotions comming into my mind.. but i controled my tears and didn cry... this is the last year that XiangYing is ever going to be... and... this is also my 3rd time participating in it.. honestly, i can say that it will not be able to compare to the previous 2 that i took part in. but. even if we cannot reach the standard of the previous ones.. cant we at least try and strief for our best? at least put in more MORE MORE effort during paixis... and come for all paixi and meetings okay? i have personally experienced the consequences... and its not nice... and. i really cant see and feel the passion that was once maced out in cds.. now... its just comparable to the last bit of wick on a die-ing candle.. no matter how the zu-daos and leaders and alumnis try to pump up the fire of passion, if we are giving the effort of a dying flame, there is no point in doing this. as of today, i will pledge myself to be as supportive and as enthusiastic i can be in cds. i will find back the joy of being in this cca. "we are a family" as llb said.i can tell you guys out there reading this. as i am typing this thing, tears are flowing down. ur choice to believe it or not. i really really want this performance to be a success, alright guys? please please please for the sake of all the efforts the teachers and alumnis have put in, just try your best for this 2 1/2 months more alright? LLB have told me today, of how many sacrifices dat have been made by the alumnis and teachers in order to TRY THEIR BEST in making this performance haveing a better success. so, i jsut hope, that you CDS ppl can try our best, the road will be hard, but the result will be fullfilling. =] work together, have fun, learn new stuffs in these 2 1/2 months time. time flies. i can still remember the sec1 05 cds presentation as thought it was yesterday. i still remember the things that the WCG guys and the batch went through the 4 years in cds. cherish the time, ok? =]
well, on a lighter note, TODAY IS ZONE APPRECIATION NIGHT 2008~~~~~~~~~
muahahaha. it was fun man!
opps gonna update tmr! time to go to bed. course is stilll on tmr morning 7am =/ nights!